No one wants to experience past abuse, or what you became as a result, or experience the murderous anger at your revolt. Armor forms to block the abusive experience; to block their mean, nasty self from appearing. And worse is understanding one's rage has been smothered. Now Orgone streaming is fearful yet one's reaction needs to be murderous to access the deep BioCore but their abuse froze you. Expressing one's horrific expression at their abuse would isolate you and as a baby that is death.
Persistence is needed inis opening one's breathing and and using one voice to remind oneself what is emotion.. Becoming aware of Orgone that has surfaced reminds one that you have been in denial and have disassociated. Finally emotions could be felt and stream, and brought understanding to ones character. Though old armor's pathway remains, now emotions brings knowledge, understanding. Slowly the armor of past abuse becomes less of a problem, and motivates change.
Dreams, hallucination, and addictions can be exciting and feel real. Feeling Orgone and becoming aware of Orgone movement, one becomes sensitive to practical reality, animals and nature. Life, all has movement. The accumulation of Orgone leads to it's release. Addiction, anxiety, obsessive behavior wants Orgone knowing.
Like the universe Orgone is moving outward. Orgone seeks connections to fulfill its growing potential.
Thoughts Of Import (1953)
Thoughts of import
Are built like cathedrals
Reaching high into the sky
As if to fly.
Onward they urge
From the depth of the brine
Pregnant with surge
Of ever greater design.
Let's burst open the sky
Let's reach for the stars
Let's ring out the cry
Transcending all the bars.
The prime directive is written in every cell. Humans have covered up this moving experience with armor. Like trees that reach continuously upward, humans Orgone is meant to reach out, to rise. Universes, nature moves outward. Becoming fully conscious of Orgone's streaming outward is the work. Convulsing orgasmic, superimposition unleashes Orgone and it's beaming knowledge, ecstasy with no restrictions.
Orgasm between men and women releases a floating, a beatific coconsciousness. When Orgone rises, and the deep connection, sexual intercourse, releases all bars than spontaneous superimposition solves life's riddles. We are stars radiating pure pleasue.
