The first experience of leaving the womb, warm wet, welcomed would be exemplary. Except harsh lights, cold humans, and the usual torture is the general experience. Birth, Orgonomically one is whole and reaching out. Learning that you can shrink and not experience the bright light reality happens as a protection. Shallow breathing becomes a tool that modulates consciousness and becomes unconscious and the little consciousness left is a fantasy of being. No Orgone streaming is armor. The stoppage of Orgone movement is a retarded state.
Addiction is just a bad substitute for expressing the anger, rage of a incomplete life. My brother and I had to function as best we could in a retarded family. As adults we have a chance to experience the abuse and if lucky Orgone Therapy will teach appropriate emotions.
Only in Orgone Therapy will you find the tools to finally express the holding, the constriction, the denial, the unconscious from head to toe that is invisible and only can be unlocked through Dr. Reich's final Therapy and not some new mash up. The rest of ones life will be a search for what is missing: Spontaneous expression, Orgone streaming, and Sexual satisfaction.
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Without Orgone Therapy I would be an addict.