the untouched

Without a rational emotional spontaneity, the spiral of not knowing how to achieve satisfaction will not be  accessible. I had to dull my organism and armor caused addiction.

Oddly you can be alive and not be aware that your only half alive. Abuse has limited you. To keep on living you closed down the experience of abuse. The tortuous birth, circumcision, sexual abuse, flatten the Orgone.  All of these can be helped by massage. Feeling better is produced by being positively touched. Modern day culture fears being touched and has led to a misdirected anger.  The many difficult memories of being untouched needs to be balanced  and massage is a great way to begin.

Being held does not mean being felt. Awakening the body will be helped by Massage Therapy. Having been a Massage Therapist I can vouch for the importance of non sexual touch. A safe way to access what was not given. Feeling more of oneself is achieved in a touch wholesome experience. Massage is wonderful and helps with staying balanced,

Added to that abuse was neglect; the culture and the family left little time for intimacy that was needed for emotional growth. As a baby there was no words only the movement of Orgone; the movement became fully frozen, unconscious. Sadly no one knew how to release the scarred, scared, panicked babies anger. The unreleased Orgone cuts off the movement of emotion. There is a good chance as a baby you were neglected and massage will be a solace to help reduce the abusive memories.

As an adult the build up of Orgone has to be released and pushes against the old armored Orgone. Feeling odd and anxious often is the result. As an adult, often an addictive lifestyle is a "satisfying" solution for unease that will turn nasty, hurtful, in pursuit of understanding. Massage brings a Orgone to the surface of the body and that wholesome experience leads you to an understanding of what good health feels like.

The western culture needs the reassurance of touch. Massage is a good adjunct to help the untouched. .