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"This is Dr. Rinn". When you phoned you heard a serious timbre. Right off  he was different. He meant it. Dr. Rinn's office was his own therapy house. The waiting room was dark. There were no magazines except The Journal Of Orgonomy. It had some movable games that I fiddled with.There were some pictures. One of an ocean breaking on the shore. One particular was of  an eight year old girl. She was standing up and her mouth was wide open. It was obvious she was screaming at the top of her lungs. Her look was intense but satisfied. Just something she needed to do.


In Dr. Rinn's waiting room, I don't remember breathing. I felt hyped, uncomfortable, stubborn. It all seemed so strange, in Dr. Rinn's house. Then Dr. Rinn appeared. I was in my late twenties. Dr. Rinn forty five or fifty never said a word. He just glistened. Initially I waited for Dr. Rinn to initiate my emoting. Then becoming contemptuous I got tossed from the office. It took me a few days to realize I needed that therapy. I called and apologized. It was a turning point. Knowing I needed to learn the work and I would follow directions. Returning I felt  young, innocent, clean. That was motivating.

Then I really got into emoting. Weeks of going at it and I knew I didn't want to stop. It was like finding a warm friend. Then I understood what had happened. I had a realization. I was breathing deeply. As I expressed  anger, I could see my cold, non existing  mother. Dr. Rinn gave me a knowing look. I finally felt at ease. I understood my shrinking. Expressing myself led to punishment. Orgone expression is anathema to the Emotional Plague. As I left the office, my light step reminded me that like that little girl I felt relieved, satisfied.

As my Orgone became felt, new memories of struggling, of being squeezed. Mom is drugged. She has no pleasure in the "operation". I am suffocating but this fish twists out. The struggle caused a hernia. My Orgone flattened. We all know the rest. Idiot Doctors torture the baby. Climaxing in circumcision, or neglect or both. Being born could be everyone's first success: rewarded with wet, delicious smell and glorious sweet milk. Fully Orgone.  

Parents, culture missed the fact that miserable teenagers who are thoroughly depressed, need not only the words, I love you, but the closeness of a appropriate naked embrace. Do you think all the armored soon to be addicted people would be confused, make angry foolish choices if they were touched, loved. Addiction is a attempt to unlock. If clouds didn't move they would be like addicted people; stuck in one expression. frozen Orgone, pushed out, or not there, and eternally trying to be again.  

When I laid there breathing, expanding filled till I knew the difference between the rage of a neglected, repressed shrunk not flowing Orgone, compared to an alive pleasurable experiencing adult. Rage is the loss of love. But for most of us we project and modify rage into a manipulative, spiteful, sneaky way of releasing our Orgone.

Orgone Therapy teaches awareness and appropriate emoting: relieving  intense tension that resulted from neglect, from being abused. Sadly humans also suffer from lack of touch, closeness. Humans are unlike newly born animals who lick their baby from one end to the other. Animals know  instinctively this moves, reassures Orgone, and gives confidence. Humans bottle feed and substitute a cat or a dog for intimacy. Mother, baby intimacy is paramount to give balanced reminders that will be pursued during their life. that pleasure, contact is built into babies understanding. Cruelty from a loving childhood does not exist.

Practicing what Dr. Rinn directed opened me to feelings. Confidence lets the flow happen spontaneously. Orgasm became startling. No longer lost, grateful to know life. I thirsted for animal closeness. I expressed armor's Pandora's Box and my Orgone appeared.

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Dead People

When people are dead and peaceless

they hate life, they only like carrion.

D. H. Lawrence

Sixteen year ago my wife had cancer. She needed to be in the hospital. I was surprised to see Purell mats on the floor in every room with Purell written in big letters. When speaking to nurses often they would be using a built in Purell dispenser. 

Immunity resides in a complex combination and not in suppressing symptoms.  Having studied nutrition for forty years I recognized there lack of information. My wife believed in there protocol and I wanted her to do what she wanted. Ultimately there protocol failed. Focusing just on symptoms is a limited approach.

The media works on attention-getting news. (Advertising  money), and the Gov't followed the Doctors panic. The public who believed in Doctors obey. Compounding is the diversity of jobs in our culture. People are focused on their specific jobs and the cultures enforces a belief that Doctors will take care of your health. The majority of people in the USA have found a raison d'etre for living and trust our culture; our material success is valued and envied.

The panic has been brewing ever since the AIDS tragedy. Dr. Fauci spearheaded the AIDS medical response, nevertheless thousands died. Doctors used the same protocols as the AIDS procedures that focuses on anti virals and vaccines. Doctors tunnel vision only see the disaster of disease, the vulnerability of humans; and then overwhelmed by the pandemic screamed fire. 

Now I understand  the need for Purell and social distancing. Doctors in hospitals are overwhelmed by deaths from bacteria and viruses. There panic is palpable. No wonder they projected those hopeless tools onto the general public; masks, social distancing, Purell, and tracing that has led to hospitals making the whole world their waiting room. 

Medical rules insists on treating symptoms. Hospital staff are not allowed to use effective alternative therapies at the threat of losing their license. Unfortunately Doctors have other fearful  priorities, FDA  and the pharmaceutical industry. The officers of both are interchangeable, and there main priority is protecting the pharmaceutical trillion dollar industry using totalitarian methods. Sadly millions have died in their self interested pursuit. These institutions project a false face of compassion but their hegemony is ruthless.

Now that vaccines are being used a sigh of hope appears but medical tunnel vision and the golden greedy lining of pharmaceutical lust forces their agenda on a unsuspecting populace. Doctors emotional stress is extreme, palpable. Everyday these Doctors have witnessed traumatic events. There is no doubt that Doctors, freeze there persona, or suffer like soldiers returning from war that have PTSD. Witnessing terrifying events, hospitable tragedies, uncontrollable deathly disease, resulted in difficulty for health care workers to proceed rationally. Post traumatic stress disorder has also confused and stifled government policy. 

As the Pandemic extends into a year Government's new rules are finding opposition and being questioned. Doctor's credentials received from Teaching facilities became relevant when populations made personal connections difficult for large populations. Once Judeo Christian character qualities were  known and valued and influenced quality of  decisions. These days if you question medical oligarchy one is asked  disdainfully are you a Doctor. The problem is you don't have to be wise to be a Doctor. Ignoring therapies that work is the epitome of arrogance. 

The Tech revolution made unenlightened people into billionaires. These  armored characters found the medical pharmaceutical research a great place to invest all their billions. These captains of their industries only relate to capital growth. The moral high ground of public safety is a profitable excuse; otherwise they would be using successful alternatives. They have invested there money in all phases of pharmaceutical research, particularly vaccines, knowing of the huge profit margins. Hopefully the percentage of people suffering from negative affects from the vaccine will be small. These billionaires are convinced of their right to join with Doctors and Government to control the populace. Doctors, media, Government, combined to enforce a panicked, profitable policy. The viruses will dissipate but until the real plague, know it all, contemptuous characters find humility, the wrong approaches will continue.

The Emotional Plague is not only a fancy name but the real pandemic that has led to the separation of families, the absurdity of social distancing, the wearing of useless masks: only people who can not experience intimacy would enforce these barbaric rules. Mask wearing is a symbolic communication that one is muzzled and has no idea what feelings are; wearing a mask is like posting a sign that says stay away, I am confused and dangerous. Wearing masks shuts down the positive exchange of carbon dioxide and oxygen. Oxygen exchange is the basis of all life and yet these "experts" shut us down, and  led us into chaos and sickness.

When the Emotional Plague is one's everyday character than abuse seems normal.

The dark ages continues. Expressing  Orgone, aliveness is threatening to emotional plague characters. It is anathema to the armored. Aliveness reminds the abused of their hidden sickness. Unfortunately people who cannot experience pleasure hate others who can.  Like Jesus, the emotional plague will put people on the cross; and rid the populace of it's life. 

*The transition from full living experiencing to inner deadening is usually caused by severe disappointment.. ." pg. 326 Character Analysis third edition Wilhelm Reich

  

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Elizabeth Cady Stanton said: "The moment we begin to fear the opinions of others and hesitate to tell the truth that is in us, and from motives of policy are silent when we should speak, the divine floods of light and life no longer flow into our souls."



Once I opened my body by Orgone breathing and emoting, I saw Emotional Plague victims confusion
and their persistence denial. I could hear their repressed voices, see recessed eyes, and squeezed flattened bodies. Denying ones essential self causes repercussions, often sadism, often masochism. Simply Emotional Plague people set up rules that are inhuman so they can release their anger by shutting you up.


Dr. Reich caused an earthquake in armored peoples perception of themselves, old putrefying emotion erupted, disturbed a core sense of there being, and projected their disturbed character. Dr. Reich's books were taken from libraries and burned. Tragically Dr. Reich died in prison as a direct result of the Emotional Plague.


The revolution of Wilhelm Reich's Orgone Therapy is unclogging the stasis, by first seeing and then pressing the body's armor in a knowledgeable understanding of resistant Orgone: slowly the emotional reactions releases the Orgone, and helps awaken deep pulsing sexual union. 

In Orgone Therapy I learned how to breathe and other life changing behaviors. Orgone Therapists know how to experience your armor because they have gone through Orgone Therapy. Orgone Therapists are skilled in working with patients showing them their armor and their resistances. 

Therapists lexicon espouse ideas on Therapy. I write about how the therapy affected my life after I left Orgone Therapy. I have found that addiction meshes easily with Dr. Reich' astounding  four part Orgone theory. 

As a baby the organism is Orgonomically unified. If circumcised or abused, the Orgone collapsed. Many abuses through childhood will hammer home this now forgotten depression. Pain is not the earliest template but pleasure and will be denied when the abuse is constant. Ultimately the hurt, the pain becomes a lost memory, unconscious.

In Therapy Dr. Rinn would ask me did I feel anything in my legs? No nothing. Then following Dr. Rinn's directions through the years, I felt a bursting, a blockage letting loose, then nothing. Now I feel something definite. It is similar to the movement of clouds, except inhabiting me and those streaming movements began to differentiate into different expressions. Now I did feel better, more relaxed, at ease. That strange bubbling I began to recognize as anxiety would leave and I would feel. Life, my life developed something like sense.

Breathing is the secret to knowing who you were and the path to helping you change. Often breathing is taken for granted. Breath is sewed into our body that being aware of its movement is forgotten. Yet the awareness of its closing and opening is the key to understanding your addiction. The breath when not working well is shallow, rigid, armored, unconscious. In Orgone Therapy you learn how to slowly widen and open the breath. Every Orgonomic breath inhales Orgone and streams Orgone. Reminding that contraction resulted from your past emotional trauma. The deeper Orgonomic breathing will bring back memories of shallow breathing's purpose: deadening emotional response, masking parental neglect and cultural ignorance.

Emotional Plague is driven by addiction, perversion, and other secondary emotions. Addictive habits will overthrow control when accumulating Orgone must be released.  Addictive habits are an attempt to find a release from your cooped up body. Taking a deep Orgonomic breath, feeling the flow, reminds you that you have changed and no longer need to take drastic action to feel. Wilhelm Reich's Orgone Therapy releases the streaming Orgone. Knowledge now becomes instinctive, intuitive. Work, Love, and Knowledge, Dr. Reich's paradigm, is where satisfaction lives.

Orgone And Love

If a dog on a leash does not run off, no one will regard him as a loyal companion on the basis of this fact alone. No reasonable individual will speak of love if a man sleeps with a defenseless woman who is virtually chained hand and feet. No one, unless he is a real scoundrel, will be proud of a woman's love gained by financial support or by power. No decent person will accept love that is not given voluntarily. The compulsory morality of marital obligations and familial authority is a morality of cowards and impotent people who are afraid of life, people who are incapable of experiencing, through the power of natural love, what they try to produce for themselves with the help of marital laws and the police. — Wilhelm Reich

Socrates said "The only true knowledge consists in knowing that you know nothing". At some point one has to recognize that one needs help. Sadly if one has found work success and it has brought you some contentment and financial gifts than one's pleasure and sexual satisfaction will be distracted, limited, and success stops the awareness of knowing you know nothing. and the complete need to uncover how Orgone streaming reveals love will be contemptuously lost. 

My dog, Buffalo a Chesapeake Bay Retriever not only had an undying purpose but he could smell himself to pleasure. Being on a leash was a small price for bionic smell. He was always staying in contact and leaning on you to keep the connections; to keep his Orgone streaming. He had goals, value, and purpose. He was inspiring in his passions. Humans, have lost the dogs ease with streaming pleasure, in our pursuit to inhibit emotion.

 When primary drives are blocked or confused than chaos becomes troublesome and hard to explain. Primary drives unify, purpose, self perception,  structure and focus. 

Superimposition with another releases Orgone and clarifies the imbalances in the organism. Being that this paradigm is blocked by armored culture than understanding the need for loves Orgone release is not understood. We all are born with the need to be warm, held, safe, and to be lovingly whole. Through out life those needs often can be confused with being in love. Love is not words but the meat of words. Existence is being.

 

How to experience love when puberty has been denied? When leaving home puberty is finally experienced and its appearance causes adult children confusion. Love has not been wholly, bodily experienced, like being lost without a compass. Missing love and set adrift without the knowledge to transition to other feelings often adult children will choose addictive sexual diversions. Though comparatively low in comparison to adults, youth suicide worldwide is there leading cause of death. .

Not being in touch with streaming, emotion makes love relationships difficult. Having children multiplies obstacles in finding time for intimacy. Women's and men's responsibility for potential children determines there purpose, there goals: they need to be survival evaluators. Paying bills, the safety of there children becomes paramount. Lost in work, and survival goals parents lose focus on connection, contact, and true sexual release. Survival awareness can be motivating but if you leave out emotion you have our culture: angry and unsatisfied. If you only have goals than you have a culturally supported addiction. Uneasiness will be your reminder that true satisfaction is missing. 

After the honeymoon is over the sexual excitement dulls, women become distant and men become bored, and misunderstanding ensues. Men's and Women's sexual economy has become impoverished. The need for sexual intimacy, and orgasm release will cause a substitute release, addiction. Love a distant memory buried under cultural ignorance. 

Culturally supported expression of true sexual pleasure is not a Judeo Christian goal.

The families tacit disapproval of teenage sex in a typical American culture will be socially and orgonomically confusing.  Ultimately caught between a rock and a hard place and held down by the parents ignorance, puberty is hidden. Repression is particularly true when parents unknowingly are addicting righteousness. Downplaying the need for therapy is a typical sign that dysfunction is prevalent. The family is depressed except for the parents who are allowed to release some Orgone by being authoritarian and sexual.

Unlocking is the work of recovering from neglect, from shutting down because of abuse, of fear. When the 1000 piece puzzle is yourself how do you have a clue what being in love feels like. If I am blocking being angry about the past then I am not fully alive. Unknowingly I will not be spontaneously present because I fear the expression of a repressed memory that
was hidden for safety and is now holding  back aliveness. Love is connection that is tangible, agreement of excitement: love is Orgone streaming filling the curves of the body and the pleasure is knowable.

 

Words as Dr. Reich said can not describe the living movements and the journey to experience feeling aliveness. Love will only happen by letting go of  armor, letting go of control. The living therapeutic process has its own timing that accompanies the years of day to day releases. In touch with the movement of Orgone flow, and years of discovering emotional detours than you recognize when true contact exists. Love is mutual, dramatic archetype filling of masculine and feminine expression; immediately recognized by each person as fully alive and like the suddenness of lightening, Orgone expression seeks release, completion. Floating, knowing that heaven, is the shared pulsing pump that explodes like all stars, into the unimaginable universe. 

Every seemingly arbitrary destructive action is a reaction of the organism to the frustration of a gratification of a vital need, especially of a sexual need.

WILHELM REICH, The Function of the Orgasm