Let Me Out

the fly was circling madly
i knew he entered with me

I hear his buzxing cry for help.

light shock,
then no touch
waiting with only eyes,
what is the nothing

the window 

open

back and forth

whoosh and out

 ah and ah

a shout

a catastrophic

chaos un

locking

years

the letting go

both sides

identifying

Orgone

bitter sweet

weird to be

John Lennon was in Primal Therapy. It is a Therapy that access's fight or flight, which gets you into Orgone, emotions that were buried. A Primal Therapist is then available.  

It is achieved  through initial twenty four hour isolation. Lennon's childhood was dysfunctional, absentee father and mother. Integrating  his complex emotions was no quick fix. Art can soothe while tolerating the confusion.

                                                   I Found Out by John Lennon

I told you before, stay away from my door
Don't give me that brother, brother, brother, brother
The freaks on the phone, won't leave me alone
So don't give me that brother, brother, brother, brother No!
I, I found out!
I, I found out!

Now that I showed you what I been through
Don't take nobody's word what you can do
There ain't no Jesus gonna come from the sky
Now that I found out I know I can cry

I, I found out!
I, I found out!

Some of you sitting there with your cock in your hand
Don't get you nowhere don't make you a man
I heard something 'bout my Ma and my Pa
They didn't want me so they made me a star

I, I found out!
I, I found out!

Old Hare Krishna got nothing on you
Just keep you crazy with nothing to do
Keep you occupied with pie in the sky
There ain't no guru who can see through your eyes

I, I found out!
I, I found out!

I seen through junkies, I been through it all
I seen religion from Jesus to Paul
Don't let them fool you with dope and cocaine
No one can harm you, feel your own pain

I, I found out!
I, I found this out!
I, I found out!

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Writer(s): John Lennon

Symptoms, habits are hard to change

Hunter gathers needed no permanent family. It was move on and work together to survive the hostile unforgiving terrain. Nature  insured cooperation. Growing crops and domesticating animals transitioned humans into a new stabilized family. Now cooperation needed communication between the sexes to insure success. All transitions are difficult. The movement to new ideas and actions involved the possibility of mistakes causing a reminder of past abuse. 

The many pitfalls of this new family was solved by patriarchy. But trouble existed with males being too controlling and women having to acquiesce. Success depended on a lack of family conflict. Marriages often had difficulty as humans sexual needs change. The isolated nuclear family structure unlike hunter gathers had a new set of  rule. Neighboring families needed to work together to enhance survival. Ignorance made peace difficult.  For true knowledge, right understanding of a the micro and macro world the family needed to learn from the American Indian circular community.

Ignoring knowledge is a father daughter entertaining duo. The singing promoted by the family provides income and it's socially applauded. Freud's and Reich's insights, particularly the Oedipus complex is unconscious. These many children will miss satisfaction. Instead they will always be yearning for a completion that will not happen. Parents exploit their children's innocence. The family's dynamic demands denial for the abuse that the children are experiencing. Of course the culture of ruthlessness often leaves much worse possibilities.

I am convinced you can talk with acerbity  about dysfunctions and  not a thing would change. What we need to change is people's character through Orgone Therapy and enlightened parenting, and the culture's ruthless business practices. Top down authority, when CEO's owner etc take the immense profit does not succeed. True team work works if your willing to truly share in the profit. Top down business practices insures selfishness. Buried rage is used by business to express their anger, their dissatisfaction, and their dysfunction drives selfish greed. 

 

Not being in full consciousness causes fantasy to obscure moment to moment contact. Communication with people who have preconceived ideas, frozen structure is futile. The difficulty is the armor and only by activating full breathing with body emoting will the armor recede. New abilities seeing with both eyes, consciously breathing, will happen over time and help change habits to a spontaneous life.