Shared Addiction

Lacking Orgone knowledge, our families struggle even in the best families, to understand how to manage a successful family without becoming dysfunctional. Contrarily the miracle of a shared babies early years enhances Orgone. The baby's oneness is magical. Parents and baby resonate together. Parents are taken back to there own remembrance of pleasure, (Orgone flow). It is a heady time when heaven is written in one's body. Orgone increases and reinforces joy, warmly establishes a continuation of the trusting family. Being a family moves Orgone and it's phenomenal. Trouble  begins for many reasons. A second child becomes necessary to keep the special miracle of wonderful Orgone movement. Of course the first child can not help feel rejected. All the attention is on the new child.

Money, and the need for it adds to anxiety. There is no extended family in our transitional culture. Juggling has worn the parents out and the children are left on there own to find the ingredients for a satisfactory life. Most of us will turn to some form of escape or addiction to soothe our ennui. The culture has orchestrated a survival of the family first and has ignored true interdependence that insures the cultures survival.

Taking care of one's children causes Orgone movement. Reaching out and being responsible drives the Orgone. Both parents  share unifying actions that move the Orgone. This shared behavior is addictive. As the marriage ages and sexuality loses intensity desire for new different Orgone movement develops. Often addiction creeps in and will promote more control to insure the continuation of the families safety.

The parents intentions are oblivious to their Orgone. It is a desire of theirs to have a loving life. It functions somewhat. Parents having no knowledge that Orgone will be needed to be sexually released proceed to accumulate armor. At some point Orgone will be released. Usually it will be secretive and justified. It is uncontrollable. Armor has coiled through the body, blocking pleasure, and demanding release. Being spontaneous, children finding their own choices causes adult anxiety. Children need very little from adults. But parents have children to give adults a purposeful life. The family runs into trouble.

Parents responsibility is comprehensive. True concern for the children, being unconscious of Orgone, manifests as protective family rules. That is the parents focus and as the love grows weaker, the sexual needs evaporate. The pleasure for being with the baby needs sexual adult satisfaction  Parental relationship lacks knowledge. Human instinct responds by caring till children are mature. Humans need to step back and allow children to live in community, developing in freedom to explore spontaneously without adult neurosis: concurrently  allowing parents freedom to explore a healthier life.

Psychologically the culture and the family's dynamic demand control. To succeed in this culture demands sublimation and later addiction. Knowing oneself will be forgotten. The need for close animal contact will not be addressed. Becoming conscious of all the family dynamics will have to wait.

Tragically buried self-knowledge will perpetrate confusion and misery leading to addiction. Being obsessive about making sure the family is successful is a two edge sword. First it blocks contradictory ideas about how a family should work, and it allows some Orgone movement.  All find a secondary Orgone, addiction, safe as all are involved with the families continuation.

The entanglement and development of the family social survival mentality has been determined by an uncooperative social ignorance. Though there are other healthier family modalities, the addictive needs have blinded any awareness of them and progressed into the horrific Emotional Plague. Beginning with hunter gathers and morphing into family farms ruthless kings forced taxation structures. This new form of governance encouraged violent acquisitions. The social dynamic, nuclear families, led to a incestuous unconscious that caused blocked Orgone flow. Continuing with the explosion of world population making it impossible to make social change.

Humans supposedly higher species, unlike other mammals, do not massage baby, definitely not lick, and breast feeding is hidden and too time consuming and especially too intimate. The loss of the teaching of love, of shared pleasure, reverberates continually in friends, and intimate future relationships. If the knowledge of Orgone which is part and parcel of beginning life is not shared, validated, a stillness like a non moving stream will lead to a search for meaning, Orgone meaning. The loss will only be understood, retrieved, recognized in depth therapy. Orgone Therapy will unravel the contempt, the grandiose armor laying bare the dead unmoving fantasy that has murdered one's life. 

The family can be accompanied by money worries, anxiety, sexual misery. The family goes forward by successfully eliminating anxiety, through making the continuation of the family a success; the OCD  of the family is the families success. OCD is super pressured forced monied success.

 Being part of my primal family was numbingly inclusive, and unknown to me abusive. My Orgone, was my  hidden consciousness; invisibly insuring my obedience. I fitted  in unquestioning into the families survival: no escape, reminding me of Melville's short story Bartleby The Scrivener. My family like Bartleby's is locked into a cultural dead end; no one was able to show there true self and was isolated from each other  My families presence was so complete that I never had any wish that it would be different. 

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Saved

"This is Dr. Rinn". When you phoned you heard a serious timbre. Right off  he was different. He meant it. Dr. Rinn's office was his own therapy house. The waiting room was dark. There were no magazines except The Journal Of Orgonomy. It had some movable games that I fiddled with.There were some pictures. One of an ocean breaking on the shore. One particular was of  an eight year old girl. She was standing up and her mouth was wide open. It was obvious she was screaming at the top of her lungs. Her look was intense but satisfied. Just something she needed to do.


In Dr. Rinn's waiting room, I don't remember breathing. I felt hyped, uncomfortable, stubborn. It all seemed so strange, in Dr. Rinn's house. Then Dr. Rinn appeared. I was in my late twenties. Dr. Rinn forty five or fifty never said a word. He just glistened. Initially I waited for Dr. Rinn to initiate my emoting. Then becoming contemptuous I got tossed from the office. It took me a few days to realize I needed that therapy. I called and apologized. It was a turning point. Knowing I needed to learn the work and I would follow directions. Returning I felt  young, innocent, clean. That was motivating.

Then I really got into emoting. Weeks of going at it and I knew I didn't want to stop. It was like finding a warm friend. Then I understood what had happened. I had a realization. I was breathing deeply. As I expressed  anger, I could see my cold, non existing  mother. Dr. Rinn gave me a knowing look. I finally felt at ease. I understood my shrinking. Expressing myself led to punishment. Orgone expression is anathema to the Emotional Plague. As I left the office, my light step reminded me that like that little girl I felt relieved, satisfied.

As my Orgone became felt, new memories of struggling, of being squeezed. Mom is drugged. She has no pleasure in the "operation". I am suffocating but this fish twists out. The struggle caused a hernia. My Orgone flattened. We all know the rest. Idiot Doctors torture the baby. Climaxing in circumcision, or neglect or both. Being born could be everyone's first success: rewarded with wet, delicious smell and glorious sweet milk. Fully Orgone.  

Parents, culture missed the fact that miserable teenagers who are thoroughly depressed, need not only the words, I love you, but the closeness of a appropriate naked embrace. Do you think all the armored soon to be addicted people would be confused, make angry foolish choices if they were touched, loved. Addiction is a attempt to unlock. If clouds didn't move they would be like addicted people; stuck in one expression. frozen Orgone, pushed out, or not there, and eternally trying to be again.  

When I laid there breathing, expanding filled till I knew the difference between the rage of a neglected, repressed shrunk not flowing Orgone, compared to an alive pleasurable experiencing adult. Rage is the loss of love. But for most of us we project and modify rage into a manipulative, spiteful, sneaky way of releasing our Orgone.  No longer lost, grateful to know life. I thirsted for animal closeness. I expressed armor's Pandora's Box and my Orgone appeared.

Orgone Therapy teaches awareness and appropriate emoting: relieving  intense tension that resulted from neglect, from being abused. Sadly humans also suffer from lack of touch, closeness. Humans are unlike newly born animals who lick their baby from one end to the other. Animals know instinctively this moves, reassures Orgone, and gives confidence. Humans bottle feed and substitute a cat or a dog for intimacy. Mother, baby intimacy is crucial in securing the babies future happiness. Cruelty from a loving childhood does not exist.

 

ignorance

Dead People

When people are dead and peaceless

they hate life, they only like carrion.

D. H. Lawrence

Sixteen year ago my wife had cancer. She needed to be in the hospital. I was surprised to see Purell mats on the floor in every room with Purell written in big letters. When speaking to nurses often they would be using a built in Purell dispenser. 

Immunity resides in a complex combination and not in suppressing symptoms.  Having studied nutrition for forty years I recognized there lack of information. My wife believed in there protocol and I wanted her to do what she wanted. Ultimately there protocol failed. Focusing just on symptoms is a limited approach.

The media works on attention-getting news. (Advertising  money), and the Gov't followed the Doctors panic. The public who believed in Doctors obey. Compounding is the diversity of jobs in our culture. People are focused on their specific jobs and the cultures enforces a belief that Doctors will take care of your health. The majority of people in the USA have found a raison d'etre for living and trust our culture; our material success is valued and envied.

The panic has been brewing ever since the AIDS tragedy. Dr. Fauci spearheaded the AIDS medical response, nevertheless thousands died. Doctors used the same protocols as the AIDS procedures that focuses on anti virals and vaccines. Doctors tunnel vision only see the disaster of disease, the vulnerability of humans; and then overwhelmed by the pandemic screamed fire. 

Now I understand  the need for Purell and social distancing. Doctors in hospitals are overwhelmed by deaths from bacteria and viruses. There panic is palpable. No wonder they projected those hopeless tools onto the general public; masks, social distancing, Purell, and tracing that has led to hospitals making the whole world their waiting room. 

Medical rules insists on treating symptoms. Hospital staff are not allowed to use effective alternative therapies at the threat of losing their license. Unfortunately Doctors have other fearful  priorities, FDA  and the pharmaceutical industry. The officers of both are interchangeable, and there main priority is protecting the pharmaceutical trillion dollar industry using totalitarian methods. Sadly millions have died in their self interested pursuit. These institutions project a false face of compassion but their hegemony is ruthless.

Now that vaccines are being used a sigh of hope appears but medical tunnel vision and the golden greedy lining of pharmaceutical lust forces their agenda on a unsuspecting populace. Doctors emotional stress is extreme, palpable. Everyday these Doctors have witnessed traumatic events. There is no doubt that Doctors, freeze there persona, or suffer like soldiers returning from war that have PTSD. Witnessing terrifying events, hospitable tragedies, uncontrollable deathly disease, resulted in difficulty for health care workers to proceed rationally. Post traumatic stress disorder has also confused and stifled government policy. 

As the Pandemic extends into a year Government's new rules are finding opposition and being questioned. Doctor's credentials received from Teaching facilities became relevant when populations made personal connections difficult for large populations. Once Judeo Christian character qualities were  known and valued and influenced quality of  decisions. These days if you question medical oligarchy one is asked  disdainfully are you a Doctor. The problem is you don't have to be wise to be a Doctor. Ignoring therapies that work is the epitome of arrogance. 

The Tech revolution made unenlightened people into billionaires. These  armored characters found the medical pharmaceutical research a great place to invest all their billions. These captains of their industries only relate to capital growth. The moral high ground of public safety is a profitable excuse; otherwise they would be using successful alternatives. They have invested there money in all phases of pharmaceutical research, particularly vaccines, knowing of the huge profit margins. Hopefully the percentage of people suffering from negative affects from the vaccine will be small. These billionaires are convinced of their right to join with Doctors and Government to control the populace. Doctors, media, Government, combined to enforce a panicked, profitable policy. The viruses will dissipate but until the real plague, know it all, contemptuous characters find humility, the wrong approaches will continue.

The Emotional Plague is not only a fancy name but the real pandemic that has led to the separation of families, the absurdity of social distancing, the wearing of useless masks: only people who can not experience intimacy would enforce these barbaric rules. Mask wearing is a symbolic communication that one is muzzled and has no idea what feelings are; wearing a mask is like posting a sign that says stay away, I am confused and dangerous. Wearing masks shuts down the positive exchange of carbon dioxide and oxygen. Oxygen exchange is the basis of all life and yet these "experts" shut us down, and  led us into chaos and sickness.

When the Emotional Plague is one's everyday character than abuse seems normal.

The dark ages continues. Expressing  Orgone, aliveness is threatening to emotional plague characters. It is anathema to the armored. Aliveness reminds the abused of their hidden sickness. Unfortunately people who cannot experience pleasure hate others who can.  Like Jesus, the emotional plague will put people on the cross; and rid the populace of it's life. 

*The transition from full living experiencing to inner deadening is usually caused by severe disappointment.. ." pg. 326 Character Analysis third edition Wilhelm Reich

  

everywhere

Elizabeth Cady Stanton said: "The moment we begin to fear the opinions of others and hesitate to tell the truth that is in us, and from motives of policy are silent when we should speak, the divine floods of light and life no longer flow into our souls."



Once I opened my body by Orgone breathing and emoting, I saw Emotional Plague victims confusion
and their persistence denial. I could hear their repressed voices, see recessed eyes, and squeezed flattened bodies. Denying ones essential self causes repercussions, often sadism, often masochism. Simply Emotional Plague people set up rules that are inhuman so they can release their anger by shutting you up.


Dr. Reich caused an earthquake in armored peoples perception of themselves, old putrefying emotion erupted, disturbed a core sense of there being, and projected their disturbed character. Dr. Reich's books were taken from libraries and burned. Tragically Dr. Reich died in prison as a direct result of the Emotional Plague.


The revolution of Wilhelm Reich's Orgone Therapy is unclogging the stasis, by first seeing and then pressing the body's armor in a knowledgeable understanding of resistant Orgone: slowly the emotional reactions releases the Orgone, and helps awaken deep pulsing sexual union. 

In Orgone Therapy I learned how to breathe and other life changing behaviors. Orgone Therapists know how to experience your armor because they have gone through Orgone Therapy. Orgone Therapists are skilled in working with patients showing them their armor and their resistances. 

Therapists lexicon espouse ideas on Therapy. I write about how the therapy affected my life after I left Orgone Therapy. I have found that addiction meshes easily with Dr. Reich' astounding  four part Orgone theory. 

As a baby the organism is Orgonomically unified. If circumcised or abused, the Orgone collapsed. Many abuses through childhood will hammer home this now forgotten depression. Pain is not the earliest template but pleasure will be denied when the abuse is constant. Ultimately the hurt, the pain becomes a lost memory, unconscious.

In Therapy Dr. Rinn would ask me did I feel anything in my legs? No nothing. Then following Dr. Rinn's directions through the years, I felt a bursting, a blockage letting loose, then nothing. Now I feel something definite. It is similar to the movement of clouds, except inhabiting me and those streaming movements began to differentiate into different expressions. Now I did feel better, more relaxed, at ease. That strange bubbling I began to recognize as anxiety would leave and I would feel. Life, my life developed something like sense.

Breathing is the secret to knowing who you were and the path to helping you change. Often breathing is taken for granted. Breath is sewed into our body that being aware of its movement is forgotten. Yet the awareness of its closing and opening is the key to understanding your addiction. The breath when not working well is shallow, rigid, armored, unconscious. In Orgone Therapy you learn how to slowly widen and open the breath. Every Orgonomic breath inhales Orgone and the exhale streams Orgone; reminding that contraction resulted from your past emotional trauma. The deeper Orgonomic breathing will bring back memories of shallow breathing's purpose: deadening emotional response, masking parental neglect and cultural ignorance. Becoming aware. is the direct result of letting go of tightening different muscles after feeling  a deeper tightening then knowing the difference. Remember the first time one needed to block abuse by tightening.  

Emotional Plague is driven by addiction, perversion, and secondary emotions. Addictive habits will overthrow control when accumulating Orgone must be released.  Addictive habits are an attempt to find a release from your cooped up body. Taking a deep Orgonomic breath, feeling the flow, reminds you that you have changed and no longer need to take drastic action to feel. Wilhelm Reich's Orgone Therapy releases the streaming Orgone. Knowledge now becomes instinctive, intuitive. Work, Love, and Knowledge, Dr. Reich's paradigm, is where satisfaction lives.

Orgone And Love

If a dog on a leash does not run off, no one will regard him as a loyal companion on the basis of this fact alone. No reasonable individual will speak of love if a man sleeps with a defenseless woman who is virtually chained hand and feet. No one, unless he is a real scoundrel, will be proud of a woman's love gained by financial support or by power. No decent person will accept love that is not given voluntarily. The compulsory morality of marital obligations and familial authority is a morality of cowards and impotent people who are afraid of life, people who are incapable of experiencing, through the power of natural love, what they try to produce for themselves with the help of marital laws and the police. — Wilhelm Reich

Socrates said "The only true knowledge consists in knowing that you know nothing". At some point one has to recognize that one needs help. Sadly if one has found work success and it has brought you some contentment and financial gifts than one's pleasure and sexual satisfaction will be distracted, limited, and success stops the awareness of knowing you know nothing. and the complete need to uncover how Orgone streaming reveals love will be contemptuously lost. 

My dog, Buffalo a Chesapeake Bay Retriever not only had an undying purpose but he could smell himself to pleasure. Being on a leash was a small price for bionic smell. He was always staying in contact and leaning on you to keep the connections; to keep his Orgone streaming. He had goals, value, and purpose. He was inspiring in his passions. Humans, have lost the dogs ease with streaming pleasure, in our pursuit to inhibit emotion.

 When primary drives are blocked or confused than chaos becomes troublesome and hard to explain. Primary drives unify, purpose, self perception,  structure and focus. 

Superimposition with another releases Orgone and clarifies the imbalances in the organism. Being that this paradigm is blocked by armored culture than understanding the need for loves Orgone release is not understood. We all are born with the need to be warm, held, safe, and to be lovingly whole. Through out life those needs often can be confused with being in love. Love is not words but the meat of words. Existence is being.

 

How to experience love when puberty has been denied? When leaving home puberty is finally experienced and its appearance causes adult children confusion. Love has not been wholly, bodily experienced, like being lost without a compass. Missing love and set adrift without the knowledge to transition to other feelings often adult children will choose addictive sexual diversions. Though comparatively low in comparison to adults, youth suicide worldwide is there leading cause of death. .

Not being in touch with streaming, emotion makes love relationships difficult. Having children multiplies obstacles in finding time for intimacy. Women's and men's responsibility for potential children determines there purpose, there goals: they need to be survival evaluators. Paying bills, the safety of there children becomes paramount. Lost in work, and survival goals parents lose focus on connection, contact, and true sexual release. Survival awareness can be motivating but if you leave out emotion you have our culture: angry and unsatisfied. If you only have goals than you have a culturally supported addiction. Uneasiness will be your reminder that true satisfaction is missing. 

After the honeymoon is over the sexual excitement dulls, women become distant and men become bored, and misunderstanding ensues. Men's and Women's sexual economy has become impoverished. The need for sexual intimacy, and orgasm release will cause a substitute release, addiction. Love a distant memory buried under cultural ignorance. 

Culturally supported expression of true sexual pleasure is not a Judeo Christian goal.

The families tacit disapproval of teenage sex in a typical American culture will be socially and orgonomically confusing.  Ultimately caught between a rock and a hard place and held down by the parents ignorance, puberty is hidden. Repression is particularly true when parents unknowingly are addicting righteousness. Downplaying the need for therapy is a typical sign that dysfunction is prevalent. The family is depressed except for the parents who are allowed to release some Orgone by being authoritarian and sexual.

Unlocking is the work of recovering from neglect, from shutting down because of abuse, of fear. When the 1000 piece puzzle is yourself how do you have a clue what being in love feels like. If I am blocking being angry about the past then I am not fully alive. Unknowingly I will not be spontaneously present because I fear the expression of a repressed memory that
was hidden for safety and is now holding  back aliveness. Love is connection that is tangible, agreement of excitement: love is Orgone streaming filling the curves of the body and the pleasure is knowable.

 

Words as Dr. Reich said can not describe the living movements and the journey to experience feeling aliveness. Love will only happen by letting go of  armor, letting go of control. The living therapeutic process has its own timing that accompanies the years of day to day releases. In touch with the movement of Orgone flow, and years of discovering emotional detours than you recognize when true contact exists. Love is mutual, dramatic archetype filling of masculine and feminine expression; immediately recognized by each person as fully alive and like the suddenness of lightening, Orgone expression seeks release, completion. Floating, knowing that heaven, is the shared pulsing pump that explodes like all stars, into the unimaginable universe. 

Every seemingly arbitrary destructive action is a reaction of the organism to the frustration of a gratification of a vital need, especially of a sexual need.

WILHELM REICH, The Function of the Orgasm

Ellipittlical future

I am experiencing the universe as a hologram. A spiral plant designs is symbolic of our Galaxy. Our semen like a billion stars, a race to fertilization. 

Our Spiral galaxy only taking 4. 5 billion years to merge to the elliptical galaxy We're talking the macro, the spiral Galaxies and everything moving outward. The micro on Earth is a yin yang eternal progress. Life in the micro is streaming outward. Outwardly expanding eternal pleasure.

William Blake said If the fool would persist in his folly he would become wise. Surprise when anxiety leads to knowledge. Dr. Reich's four part Orgone theorem. The revolutionary template describing the movement of Orgone in Homo Sapiens.

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Having awareness is a great opportunity to catch the golden ring, circular and elliptical. Once seeing the vision gives hope. Often it can be a symbolic direction that appears unexpectedly. Finding the thread that leads to applying the Orgone movement is momentous. 
Emerge, merge, blend, expand.

Wished for changes in the Elliptical.

1. In the Spiral  everyone is vulnerable, the abusers flourish.

2.  In the Elliptical.
Exceptions find great success, the abusers are ignored and have no power over the exceptions.

3. The material world can be left any time. Being Orgone means enlightened: Orgone enlightened
can return for bodily pleasure at your discretion.

4.The Spiral Galaxy is a kindergarten for idiots: for the struggling masses who spend millions of  years getting ready to move on: no longer being  the abusers, the war mongers, the sadists. Here on earth they finally become enlightened, intelligent, rational: progress to the elliptical.
  

Quotes  from John MacDonald. A small taste of frustration that inhabits us.

"If I were the king of the world, I would roam my kingdom in rags, incognito, dropping fortunes onto the people who are nice with no special reason to be nice, and having my troops lop off the heads of the mean, small, embittered little bastards who try to inflate their self-esteem by stomping on yours. I would start the lopping among post office employees, bank tellers, bus drivers and pharmacists. I would go onto checkout clerks, bell boys, prowl-car cops, telephone operators and U.S. embassy clerks. By God, there would be so many heads rolling here and there, the world would look like a berserk bowling alley. Meyer says this shows a tad of hostility.”

McGee has achieved independence from "plastic credit cards, payroll deductions, insurance programs, retirement benefits, Green Stamps, time clocks, newspapers, mortgages, sermons, miracle fabrics, deodorants, checklists, time payments, political parties, lending libraries, television, actresses, Junior Chambers of Commerce, pageants, progress and manifest destiny." John Macdonald

plague success

Hardly any one I  know has heard of Dr. Reich or the emotional plague. The term Emotional Plague immediately is ignored. It is like a nuclear bomb to the ignorant. Better to never acknowledge the Emotional Plague. 

The emotional plague is an all inclusive term coined by Dr. Reich, describing the emotional illness that is characterized by secondary Orgone.1. Emotional Plague characters are tense, frustrated, been abused and have no awareness of their emotionally retarded character. The Emotional Plague like other diseases is passed on by direct contact. At the best case plague parents inadvertently abuse their children. Trauma causes the Emotional Plague.

Plague afflicted focus on other people, particularly at work. Often positions of authority are used maliciously. EP People are so stiff, emotionally blocked, that releasing meanness, intellectual sadism, is their only pleasure and justifies their actions. There is no emotional expression except their belief that they are always right. Discussing Dr. Reich's work is quickly ignored. Though if the culture would value it there would  be recognition and interest. Another major difficulty is the lack of Orgone Therapists, in New England, none. To travel to see one is expensive, upwards of 300 an hour.

Orgonomically a past abusive trauma caused the contraction of Orgone and the build up of armor. Being unaware of armor, and the gradual increase of  blocked Orgone will ultimately cause you to act out. Addiction is a major way of escaping the pain of the past and at the same time releasing some Orgone. 

I became aware through therapy that I developed what Dr. Reich called armor. Armor is an involuntary defense that we use to keep us safe from being aware of abuse. Armor becomes totally inclusive. It is through armor, Orgone pushing against armor that we perceive the world irrationally.

  

A baby organism is unified, intuitive, moving. If  circumcised, or other abuses then Orgone collapsed (depression). Orgone as pleasure is forgotten when the abuse is constant. Early acting out, like intense crying seems like it is never understood. Ultimately the hurt, the pain becomes a memory, unconscious: burying the unified person is essential because the pain must not be shown. Family rejection, or the fear of death by the abusers becomes the driving force of isolation.

Everything seemed normal growing up. I felt life would never change and it was alright. I had no doubts. I proceeded and felt protected by the continual consistency of my environment, everyone was the same. It was best to fit in. Sometimes someone would act out and it was too bad. What allowed me to carry on was a very protective device I developed as a baby. It was I won't experience the neglect, medical cruelty, and being overlooked.  

The forgotten held Orgone will still be needed to be released. Addiction, perversion, and other secondary emotions will appear to release some Orgone and will not be understood. Emotional Plague is a perverted release.

Having the Plague is characterized by obsessive activity, addictions, unconscious destructive behavior. The worst Plague is the Emotional Plague; other Plagues have disease symptoms. Emotional Plague is hidden in plain sight, invisible to the afflicted. Only by unease, trouble, understood intervention, fortunate karma will Orgone Therapy be sought. If your fortunate Orgone Therapy can unravel the original template.

We are the witnesses to Orgone. It is our heritage to be amazed, glorified, and enormously satisfied, pulsing deeply with the opposite sex. These fabulous feelings have been stolen from us by ignorance. The thirst for continual Orgone streaming, filling, will happen spontaneously once you have stepped on these paths.

1. Character Analysis Third Enlarged Edition Pg. 150

     Footnote. the conflict between inhibited primary impulse and armor leads to the formation of  
     secondary, antisocial impulses (sadism, etc.). Primary biological impulses break through the 

     armor, in doing so, they are changed into destructive-sadistic impulses.

Fugue

Tom called me to the apartment.
Birds were squawking in the chimney.
We knocked a broom into the dank hole.
Down came 4 pulsing orbs.
Huh how can they be alive; there
Were no wings, or eyes just pulse.
A strong pulse.
The pulse has no name, it
Asks for none. I on the other hand
Pounding a glow, "look at me".

Tom came up with a solution; he put
Them on a the boardwalk and
He said, the seagulls will have a treat.

no answer

When the green phlegm boils up, I swear at the culture of death, the brain dead
doctors, the cavern hospitals, tables filled
with basement bodies. Then the doctors off to Italy.

afterwards when I walk for years alone, no
longer breathing you in, smelling
you, then the tears.
i grieve to the flowers.
i breathe in the pure earth.

Take these tears I say and return.

Red rose, temporary respite.

Often I stop and look for others, 

Hyacinth, Lilac, Lilies. Then
The moan, the tears, the broken
Blue eyes.

heels dug in

https://en.newsner.com/family/childhood-friends-die-day-half-mile-part-result-opioid-crisis/



Anxiety without informative preparation is a unsettling feeling, one I didn't like or understand. Better to go back to what I was before I felt anxious. Often that means being part of your initial family where one learns to repress anxiety by adapting one's character to living with denial. My problem was I knew instinctively that was wrong. 

I have noticed that people who have never experienced leaving home, or continually return to visit, having a status quo acceptance of their family will not venture forth, instinctively will not experience anxiety, (Orgone Therapy teaches how to experience anxiety.) and blindly use cultural addictions to cover up anxiety.


I had to go back to my original time when I became fully anxious and not have a clue why I was anxious or even have a name for how I was feeling. I just knew I needed help: I could not stand how I felt. Fortunately for me I had Dr. Rinn. He had learned Orgone Therapy from Dr. Duval who learned it from Dr. Reich. 

Initially Orgone Therapy was totally annoying, confusing, and disturbing. But amazingly I would walk out of the office feeling, lighter, like all the pieces were beginning to fit. Now reviewing my initial anxiety upheaval I recognized that I was alone in San Francisco. I had left my wife and I was living alone. No friends either as it was a transient time for most twenty year old's during the Vietnam war, college decisions and just a lot of moving around. Thankfully I was working and work kept me afloat. Work gives ones purpose, deadlines and and it's drive fills Orgone. Only work is not enough.

Humans are social animals and hanging with each other brings comfort. I reached out to women and the satisfaction of intimacy was peaceful. I was beginning to be aware that I had feelings besides anxiety. I became aware that I would feel good with groups of people, like in business meetings. With time I realized that everyone felt better when together, like in a functioning family. Orgone moves positively when in groups, it is part of our biology. There is no conscious control. It is just unconscious; meaning your consciousness will only feel it as positive.


People seek activities unknowingly that release Orgone, but it is shallow; addiction is a release that demands repeating to release some Orgone. Unless one has had enlighten parents, fortunate karma then Orgone Therapy is either not available, or too expensive or not known. 

Addictions cover deep dysfunction and when the addiction becomes socially dangerous, like  the Opioid Crisis, than people get desperate and choose Therapies that are incomplete and  tragically overlook Orgone Therapy.

Those in dysfunction like there power for it allows for there addictive lifestyles. Culture addictions are a substitute for a singular fully unified orgasmic existence. Culture has developed restrictive behaviors  to block Orgone memories that would remind individuals of previous abuse.

Why do people dismiss Orgone Therapy?

The traditional Family. The Oedipal Complex,  is a term used by Sigmund Freud in his theory of psycho sexual stages of development to describe a child's feelings of desire for his or her opposite-sex parent, and jealousy and anger toward his or her same-sex parent. The traditional family sexually confused, economically challenged, socially damaged instinctively relies on parental authority to stifle Orgone growth. The obsession on children leaves little room for self development, and defended, by the culture. 

Travelling brings out feelings which would be good if it was based on actually feeling Orgone.  Travelers feel excited and feel better. Can be an escape, addiction from  a healthy Orgone lifestyle.

Work Addicted. Goes hand and hand with the family, the culture's continuity. Work if used to work for growth can be wonderful, but our culture work is 24/7 and is demanded to keep ones family afloat, and simultaneously becomes an escape from facing families dysfunction and families sexual entropy. 

Tobacco. marijuana, liquor, coffee, economically justified,  besides socially accepted, provide a culturally accepted addictions. 
The use of Art, singing, writing, etc. is honored in our culture and is used to stimulate feelings that lie buried in the unconscious. Continued addictions to so-called harmless arts hide deeper malfunctions. 

Repressed Humans that are driven to survive by being Doers not Beings leaving little room for self realization and Therapy. Lift those legs and let connections help bring new realizations.

Character Analysis by Wilhelm Reich, M.D. third enlarged edition, includes the preface to the first edition.
Dr. Reich states, "In a city like Berlin there are millions of people who are neurotically ruined in
their psychic. structure, in their ability to work and enjoy life; every hour of the day, familial education and social conditions create thousands of new neuroses."
The Twenty First has seen no relief from humans emotional problems and the continuation of Medical Orgone Therapy world wide denial.