What Was Missing.

Inspired by David Lanskey

They want all the pie.

They don't care that your plate is empty

Or the banging on the bars.

Who are these people that hold us down, who will not share. The excuses are many. You have to work for success just the way I did. Or I am providing you with a job you wouldn't have. Life is unfair then you die. Our world today can not come up with solutions to eliminate economic suffering. Solutions do not exist. Emotional ignorance has led to selfish interactions, poisonous envy and killer frustrations. Large corporations run by Board Of Directors bottom line humans to control immense profit. Their inadequacy to manifest there core self is financial human betrayal.

Early baby abuse led to humans shutting down, control by contracting the entire body. When the baby stopped by refusing to be present, a split in consciousness occurs and the moving energy, Orgone, stops being used to experience the world, reality. 

Control by babies initial shutting down, is the emergency brake that stays red and forgotten; now no  experience of abuse; control becomes the official template of humans. Focus on holding in becomes an everyday experience and becomes the new reality. Control never disappears, only its memory. Disturbances begins to occur when Orgone accumulates and needs to be released.

Through human growth many releases become outbursts. The modern day culture being restrictive, enforces the discipline of denial to further economic prosperity. This dynamic causes anger that is unleashed  often in self harm, addiction. Being that there are no solutions to unconscious denial, continual search finds no answers.

 

The study of the many odd behaviors of humans have been a life long pursuit of mankind without any complete understanding. The psycological movement brought controversy and for many hope. Applying Orgone Therapy's understanding I have felt how I have stopped my early awareness of Orgone streaming; simply it is a defensive reaction to abuse.

I have written of baby abuse and the coldness of Doctors who are blind to their ignorance. Continued abuse reinforces controlled behavior and allows a dulling of access to a flowing life and a repetition of addictive choices.

Addiction becomes a handy tool. Human's must release Orgone: there is no exceptions. The control that was desperately needed needs release. The blocking of complete release blocks self regulation. One does not see that one's own health and safety depends on fair interactions to survive a harsh reality.  Decision making for the general good can not be found, control has inhibited rational thought. It's a tremendously sad life when one wakes to realizations of self ignorance.

The Human matrix depends on complete safe interactions of all its members to evolve. Like the poem No Man Is An Island these truths have been known. Using people like pencils causes negative consequences to your own intelligence. Human's potential needs spontaneous connection. Controlling other people to satisfy sick urges has inhibited world progress.

Dr. Reich identified methods to unlock early abuse. Without Orgone Therapy early abuse will not be cured. Basically if you do not understand your unconscious anger than poor decisions will be released through addiction. Thrashing at each other during love making will not make up for not being held as a baby, not being lovingly touched. These early behaviors will cause abusive adult relationships and be difficult to change.

Trusting in blood sucking Doctors to teach humanity leads to living without access to spontaneously knowing what is right and wrong. Doctor's baby birth protocol causes shallow, controlled breathing, visual confusion, and occiput contraction and is a recipe for a  bizarre culture. Consequently till all become generous in sharing the bounty that belongs to all, we will have ignorance ruling the world.

Armor is the boiler plate of a gross addiction, an unsatisfied life. Nothing will satisfy the weight of an incomplete life. Every opportunity by the Emotional Plague to unload there misery will be taken. The burden of armor fuels bad decisions. No need to wonder why life is being flushed away: all it takes is self awareness.

Breathing is the secret to knowing who you were and the path to helping you change. Breathing not only brings oxygen in but is a continuous reminder of your past emotional trauma. Often breathing is taken for granted. Breath is sewed into our body that being aware of its movement is forgotten. Yet the awareness of its closing and opening is the key to understanding your addiction. 

The breath when not working well is shallow: because of baby or childhood trauma. Abusive adults hide by preoccupying themselves with contraction: armor is ridgid control and it's effective. In Orgone Therapy you learn how to slowly widen and open the breath. The deeper breathing has brought back the memories of shallow breathing's purpose: occupying denial. Now when needing an addictive experience you realize you are only trying to find a release from that cooped up body. Taking a deep breath reminds you that you have changed and no longer need to take drastic action to feel. Being reminded also means knowing ones character. Change is hard and the work is continuous.

The work is practicing Orgone Therapy. The Therapist's is crucial to the therapy. Dr.Rinn would not let me disappear. Hibernation is what got me through my childhood.  I can remember saying to myself I will never let them hurt me again. In response I completely reinforced my closed character and change has been slow. I had to let the disappointment, the rage and then the fear out. How did I go back? Through the prodding of Dr.Rinn. Through the work on my armature.

Orgone is the precursor to thought: the intellect responds and describes the movement of Orgone. If one doesn't relive the past the damaging nuclear family and by its very nature the nuclear family is damaging, then I would never had been in the now enough to feel the release of orgasm and the balancing of my character that results from knowing the connection between man and women through superimposition, and orgasm.  

Intimacy in our culture depends on security that comes with success which allows for relaxation. Being abused makes honesty, intimacy and relaxation difficult. Seeing oneself as abused, damaged and damaging, is terrifying. It is also where change begins.

The future belongs to those who know that there own satisfied survival depends on each other. Let us all take down the bars, the armor.