Breath. A Trillion Stars

Orgone Therapy can elicit these situations. Feelings come rushing in and now I am finally experiencing the abandonment that I could not allow myself to feel. Even though I have worked and prepared myself for my anger I find my stubbornness overwhelming.  I am lost. Years of repression need a reminder and practice of remembered behavior. Still I will not move. What a sad protection. Then I will not be frozen. In the past the doctor helped. Now I am breathing fully. The expression is the lifeboat. My breath is back.

Dropped down on the planet with the compulsion to go, to get going and continue on the journey that our Orgone motivates us to achieve. Every bit of knowledge becomes instrumental in understanding why you shut down. If what's left of one's pulsation, one's life force connects to Dr. Reich's tragic, publicized death and his story generates interest, and like me you are lucky to find an Orgone Therapist then breath will be talked about, taught and experienced.

Eastern and Western mystics have used breath as a way to enhance life. In my twenties I was  initiated into Kriya Yoga, and Zen breathing techniques and found both to be missing an essential core, the importance of past's trauma, that Dr. Wilhelm Reich understood. The need to go slow is important because fully breathing can open old memories that one might have difficulty processing. Every 3 to 8 seconds a breath is drawn. Most of the time we humans are not aware of it. Diaphram up and down and totally forgotten. Inhalation, allowing the lungs to open on its own, and immediately, intensely emptying down to the very bottom which will instinctively, organically then go back up. Becoming aware of the diaphragm's importance happens as the unconscious becomes conscious. Focus on this process, focussed breathing, and one's enhanced consciousness feels the awakened body, Orgone streaming.

Breath, or spirit as it is called in the Bible, is the link to truly being alive. Being taught what breathing entails is a relief. A welcomed knowledge. Now as I breathe I experience the movement of Orgone, a very humbling and comforting  experience. When streaming happens because of full breathing an invisible world becomes shining, pulsating, exciting. The movement of Orgone is eye opening.